High trt level test +dht derivative+ 100 mg npp /week. Maybe low dose eq if it agrees with you. Halo for hard rolling days.
This is the way.
Too much gear (esp test), too much weight, high BP, no cardio = no Bueno
Just enough juice to help with recovery so you can train more, maybe reap some of neural benefits from dht /dht deriv,...
You will still get your ass kicked regardless but able to recover from the kicking faster, train more until you get some semblance of technique.
Try not to use brute strength to smesh your partners, especially those you outweigh.
Hurting your teammates not cool,
Hurting your teammates while on gear extra not cool.