horrible diet, horrible cycle, your basically starving yourself and trying to let gear do all the work, your drug combo of choice is not the greatest, your test should be the highest in your cycle but its the lowest of the 3, plus your only a month in, for me I dont see anything results regarding deca/eq after the 6 week mark.. next time do yourself a favor and go a real diet, better yet get someone who knows what they are doing to write one up for you, find out your BMR, find out the number of calories you need to maintain, loose or gain.. do this for your next cycle and see results.
Do your shots daily, pain in the ass I know but if you do this correctly you will be very thakful, this will keep your blood levels in check and you dont have to worry about doing the yoyo on the scale every day, this will allow you to maintain the same look daily, I would also wait and save a bit, you will have to invest in some GH since you say your 40 and have had injuries in the past..
Diet for example- 5 meals is enough for me plus 1 shake post workout
the biggest mistake people make is believe it or not, take/eat too much protein and do not hydrate enough, that said.. my go to diet has always been 40/50/10 40%protein 50%carbs 10%fats, just make sure the calories add up at the end, a simple go to meal, i can eat almost every meal is chicken/rice and veggies. option out the proteins/carbs if you want but mind the calories..
cycle. take some time to save a few dollars, with todays prices you can get away with doing HGH @4iu/day which would cost you approx $200 every 25 days, i prefer 5-6iu/day but if your new to this, start even lower, 1 vial/10iu/split into 3 shots, this is a good starting point, then up from their if you wan or need, if your GH is good, you will see your belly fat fall off rather quickly, dont get scared if you carry a bit of water with HGH, thats rather normal in most cases, do you daily shot first thing in the morning on an empty stomach, dont have anything to eat at night or the time you are supposed to be sleeping.. make sure you get your 8 hours of sleep a day..
full cycle option (only my opinion) fool proof cycle
Test, tren and GH.. if you want to add in a oral, i just go with proviron pre-workout, any oral anabolic will due, if you have a solid connection and they have real anavar (go with that) if your need to tren I would suggest doing tren ace, since you can come off quickly if you dont like the side effect or you cant find way to manage them properly... night sweats, trouble sleeping, aggression.
not sure on your experience with drugs, but this combo has never failed me! invest in some letrozole and dostinex(caber) if you want to, this will help with the prolactin that comes along with nandrolone ex. tren/deca. I find letro works well with tren, never had a need for caber, but for deca I need caber about .5mg twice a week or so.. cheers..