Hate steroids but cant stop

[danny6594]

well i actually loveeeee the feeling on roids mainly just test((the only injectable im willing to put into my body) but i know its not good for my long term health, i hate being reliant on a drug just to make me normal cus everytime im running low i know im fucked but i fucking despise coming off cus i feel mentally and physically like dog shit any advice for bros

 

[DauntlessToaster]

Long term use isn’t bad…you saying that you cannot run a dose of 200-400mg test a week? That you run a cycle dosage of test constantly (500+mg a week)?

 

[danny6594]

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Long term use isn’t bad…you saying that you cannot run a dose of 200-400mg test a week? That you run a cycle dosage of test constantly (500+mg a week)?

even at running trt doses use has downsides first being you gonna have to at some point use UGL and you never truly know what ur getting. Even just pure trt can have health side effects, and also fertility issue. You’re dependent on a drug to make you feel normal for the rest of your life , i think thats the biggest thing for me the dependency. ive been on 300 mg for the past 20 weeks with anavr and winstrol after doing 2 other 20-25 week “cycles:” every time i come off test its complete hell, even on just 300 mg of test i feel so god damn amazing but i have to deal with the negatives listed before

 

[r_on3]

simple answer… This lifestyle is not for everybody.

 

[DauntlessToaster]

I understand what you’re saying, and more than likely your body will be able to return back to its normal chemistry before the aas. I had run 12+ large cycles before I decided to come off gear and let my body recover…a year clean and I realized I just didn’t feel right and it wasn’t a mental thing. Went to the best HRT doctor within several hundred miles and discovered I did have a problem…one being that my test level was in the low 200’s and I’m in my early 30’s. Yes, I’m sadly dependent on TRT for the rest of my life due to poor decisions in my youth. That being said, at 200mg test a week all my blood work numbers are better than a “healthy” male of my age. There is also no problem with fertility (was a major concern of mine), although some people aren’t as fortunate. I’d say come off like I did for an extended period of time and continue to train hard and eat right. Most likely you’ll be fine and have avoided my mistake. Don’t let yourself dwell on the weight that you used to lift, there is no prize for out lifting everybody in the gym.

 

[10gramsuvtrenEOD]

Best thing you could do is get off completely, suck the shit for a few months and forget totally that steroids even exist. Lose your accounts lose source contact info pick up a new hobby and don’t look back

 

[danny6594]

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I understand what you’re saying, and more than likely your body will be able to return back to its normal chemistry before the aas. I had run 12+ large cycles before I decided to come off gear and let my body recover…a year clean and I realized I just didn’t feel right and it wasn’t a mental thing. Went to the best HRT doctor within several hundred miles and discovered I did have a problem…one being that my test level was in the low 200’s and I’m in my early 30’s. Yes, I’m sadly dependent on TRT for the rest of my life due to poor decisions in my youth. That being said, at 200mg test a week all my blood work numbers are better than a “healthy” male of my age. There is also no problem with fertility (was a major concern of mine), although some people aren’t as fortunate. I’d say come off like I did for an extended period of time and continue to train hard and eat right. Most likely you’ll be fine and have avoided my mistake. Don’t let yourself dwell on the weight that you used to lift, there is no prize for out lifting everybody in the gym.

i would feel more comfortable with trt in my thirties , as im only 25 i would very much like to avoid if possible . Thank you so much for your input/advice im definitely going to come off like you said and pray that ill be to recover, Thanks Bro!

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Best thing you could do is get off completely, suck the shit for a few months and forget totally that steroids even exist. Lose your accounts lose source contact info pick up a new hobby and don’t look back

Youre 100 percent right, im going to screen shot what youre saying here and put it as my phone background, like you said its going to suck but i need to put this part of my life behind me Thanks so much!

 

[flashpass123]

Come off dude. There’s more to life than gear. Gear should only enhance your life not ruin it.

 

[danny6594]

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Come off dude. There’s more to life than gear. Gear should only enhance your life not ruin it.

the thing is i love it but i cant ignore the consequences

 

[resistor]

you need professional help

 

[Delminio]

I would consider to stop breathing to be honest.