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Ladies and Gentlemen, I bid you farewell.

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Rcd3t

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Child number 2 due in 2 months.

Torn pectoralis major, with tendon damage.

dropped to cruise dosage.

Left Delt infection.

Just done with this shit. Been fucking on for 6 plus years and this is the first time I’m throwing everything out. Can’t fucking do a pushup after a month when I tore my chest. Apparently I can’t inject correctly anymore either. I know the gear is clean, it’s CML’s. Worked 2 days during December. Boohoo right? PTO… no, I’m a self contractor but I was too fucking high on pain killers to answer the phone because the pain was so bad.

Shit isn’t worth it to me anymore. Fucking middle aged and feeling like I’m 90. I mean fuck I can’t even put my damn shirt on without my wife helping me.

I don’t compete competitively, spends 10s of thousands on gear a year, and this is what I end up with. It’s all my personal doing. I’m just venting. I hoping everything is having a good new year so far. Just venting…

Be safe everyone.
 
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Pharmahgh

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Child number 2 due in 2 months.

Torn pectoralis major, with tendon damage.

dropped to cruise dosage.

Left Delt infection.

Just done with this shit. Been fucking on for 6 plus years and this is the first time I’m throwing everything out. Can’t fucking do a pushup after a month when I tore my chest. Apparently I can’t inject correctly anymore either. I know the gear is clean, it’s CML’s. Worked 2 days during December. Boohoo right? PTO… no, I’m a self contractor but I was too fucking high on pain killers to answer the phone because the pain was so bad.

Shit isn’t worth it to me anymore. Fucking middle aged and feeling like I’m 90. I mean fuck I can’t even put my damn shirt on without my wife helping me.

I don’t compete competitively, spends 10s of thousands on gear a year, and this is what I end up with. It’s all my personal doing. I’m just venting. I hoping everything is having a good new year so far. Just venting…

Be safe everyone.
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I hear you brother. sounds like some time off would be good. Dont worry you will get it back as long as its not too long. Take some rest, Heal up. Sometimes I have to focus on dif things in life.
 
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yelruP

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You’ve been one of the coolest dudes on sst and I hope nothing but the best for you. We’ll be here if you decide to come back, or just come back to talk.
 
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Success

New member
If you have an infection from pinning it’s almost guaranteed dirty fucking gear.

You should have called them out instead of blindly trust people online you don’t know who’re trying to make money off you. “It’s clean it’s CML”

Shaky hands aren’t going to give you an infection.
 
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Animutiddies

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This is honestly the reality for most users. The majority of us will never see competitive victory or fame, and we’re likely all going to fuck ourselves up similarly into our 30s or 40s from this shit. Just like every other drug out there, you ride this shit for the way you feel on it until you realize it’s fucked you up and call it quits.
That being said, a month post-pec tear isn’t long at all man and in two more months you’ll be benching 2 plates at least again no problem. Just keep your head up. Drop the gear if you want, but in regards to the injury itself that will absolutely heal up soon.
 
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appropionate

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since injecting is fun, I’ve been transitioning from anabolic gear/BB to longetivity peptides/calisthenics & yoga. gotta anticipate physical decay and shift your identity accordingly before it bites you in the arse
 
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Rcd3t

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If you have an infection from pinning it’s almost guaranteed dirty fucking gear.

You should have called them out instead of blindly trust people online you don’t know who’re trying to make money off you. “It’s clean it’s CML”

Shaky hands aren’t going to give you an infection.
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Just replying to you.

It was my fuckup. The left side of my body is basically useless at this moment. I set my open pin needle on the bathroom counter top. I never do that. Probably pick up a small hair, wife’s makes up, I don’t know. Either way meds I had on hand have taken care of it.
 
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Madcow

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Just got done having surgery on my Pectoral major tear. I Would highly recommend getting it done sooner rather than later. I waited almost a year to get it done and they had to use a cadaver tendon so the surgery was much more involved. The recovery will take a long time but they said I should be able to have normal function once everything is healed (6 to 9 months).

Either way good luck bro.
 
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Chitown76

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Just got done having surgery on my Pectoral major tear. I Would highly recommend getting it done sooner rather than later. I waited almost a year to get it done and they had to use a cadaver tendon so the surgery was much more involved. The recovery will take a long time but they said I should be able to have normal function once everything is healed (6 to 9 months).

Either way good luck bro.
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Same here…ruptured my left distal bicep tendon and also waited almost a year to get it repaired. Surgeon had no choice but to use a tendon graft from a cadaver in my case as well. Recovery was depressing and lasted 6 months. Had a lot of muscle waisting in the bicep. Still pretty noticable a year after surgery and two years after initial tear. If I had to do it all over again I definately wouldn’t wait so damn long to get it repaired. Wish that I didn’t listen to the goddamn Tren voices in my head tellin me “Keep goin OP you’re a beast…this is why God gave you 2 biceps…you got this bro”. Anyway, good luck to you bro.
 
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mscaribou

New member
Best of luck, Hopefully in the end you gained some memorable experiences. Even if you lose the gains you’ll always have those. Take care.
 
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deadlift2death

Member
I bought from CML and had suffered from supressed immune system for the whole time I was on. Not sure if it was his gear or not, never got infected with 2x week quad injections, but i did end up with nasty jock itch and dermatitis that went away in a week after coming off. I wish you well and a fast recovery.
 
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case_akilleez

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Yeah man all the best. Honestly I’ve been thinking about the same a lot lately. I’m closing in on my 40s, I have two young kids and a wife I adore. My wife’s cool with but of course she wishes I wouldn’t do it. And I’m kidding myself if I don’t think that I’m taking possibly years off my life doing this.

Not to mention my injuries that have accumulated. My knee if fucked, I haven’t done any quad work in 9 months or so. My shoulder, and elbow are also fucked. Like you somedays, I have trouble getting my shirt off and on as well. But here I am, mid blast, trying to just to work around everything. I dunno man. Good luck, maybe we’ll see you back around.
 
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Ryan1007

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Sometimes you just have a run of bad luck…way I see it life is always throwing something at you but you just keep pushing forward. No matter how bad or good nothing lasts forever
 
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