MTren Mental/Emotional Sides Affecting Relationship

[Throwawayaccc]

Let me preface this by saying I’ve been a great responder in the past to mTren. Ever since I first tried it I’ve loved the massive strength increase I’ve gotten on it and I’ve ran it for about 3-4 weeks at a time with 1mg max dose preWO before taking a break.

Part of the reason I’ve been using mTren so much is because I no longer tolerate Tren. Tren has messed with my stomach and given me some emotional blunting side effects in the past, so I’ve dropped it.

Fast forward to about a week ago. At this point I’ve been about 1.5 months on mTren at 1mg ED preWO. I feel a bit depressed, like I’m losing drive in my life. Chalk it up to life being a bit stressful with work and responsibilities, so without putting too much thought into it I up the dose to 1.2mg for the next 4-5 days.

All of a sudden my emotions take a turn for the worst. I’m starting to question how much I love my girlfriend of 1 year, if I truly even care about her, and if I think I’ll ever wanna marry this girl. Just a month back everything was perfect, we’ve never had an issue and we’ve talked about our future together a lot, but now I feel a pit in my stomach and extreme anxiety whenever I think about it. I’m still in love with her and want to spend my life with her, but I don’t understand why I’m feeling like this if nothing has changed. She’s been nothing but supportive, looks great, and is an excellent gf to me, but I think my emotions are playing tricks on me. There’s no one else in the picture, I don’t wanna date any other girl right now, she’s been the only one for the past year and I intend to keep it that way

Tren A made me feel this way sometimes, but it quickly went away when I dropped it. It’s been 3 days since I stopped mTren and the gut-wrenching anxiety is still there.

Has anyone ever felt like this on tren/gear in general? Is this some sort of depressive episode induced by gear? I’m really scared of how I feel and how much overthinking I’m doing.

 

[CR1970]

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Let me preface this by saying I’ve been a great responder in the past to mTren. Ever since I first tried it I’ve loved the massive strength increase I’ve gotten on it and I’ve ran it for about 3-4 weeks at a time with 1mg max dose preWO before taking a break.

Part of the reason I’ve been using mTren so much is because I no longer tolerate Tren. Tren has messed with my stomach and given me some emotional blunting side effects in the past, so I’ve dropped it.

Fast forward to about a week ago. At this point I’ve been about 1.5 months on mTren at 1mg ED preWO. I feel a bit depressed, like I’m losing drive in my life. Chalk it up to life being a bit stressful with work and responsibilities, so without putting too much thought into it I up the dose to 1.2mg for the next 4-5 days.

All of a sudden my emotions take a turn for the worst. I’m starting to question how much I love my girlfriend of 1 year, if I truly even care about her, and if I think I’ll ever wanna marry this girl. Just a month back everything was perfect, we’ve never had an issue and we’ve talked about our future together a lot, but now I feel a pit in my stomach and extreme anxiety whenever I think about it. I’m still in love with her and want to spend my life with her, but I don’t understand why I’m feeling like this if nothing has changed. She’s been nothing but supportive, looks great, and is an excellent gf to me, but I think my emotions are playing tricks on me. There’s no one else in the picture, I don’t wanna date any other girl right now, she’s been the only one for the past year and I intend to keep it that way

Tren A made me feel this way sometimes, but it quickly went away when I dropped it. It’s been 3 days since I stopped mTren and the gut-wrenching anxiety is still there.

Has anyone ever felt like this on tren/gear in general? Is this some sort of depressive episode induced by gear? I’m really scared of how I feel and how much overthinking I’m doing.

Regardless of its form, tren and just gear in general has been the cause of many problems in the home. It’s up to you now to decide what takes priority. Now go ahead and take this down or edit in a major way before you catch a load of shit for posting what some would call a love story.

 

[VenutianxSpring]

I felt similarly my first time using tren, couldn’t shake the depressed feeling and the dissatisfaction with my wife. I tried everything I could think of for a couple weeks, diet change, vitamins, meditation, whatever I could think of. Finally I decided to try adjusting my e2 some (even though it was spot on), pretty much tanked it and all of those feelings went away for me. I usually feel better with my e2 on the low side, but on tren it needs to be pretty much crashed for me to feel great.

Good luck and hopefully that anxiety should go away on the next few days. And no one would think this is a love story, just supporting evidence to explain your symptoms so ignore that other guy.

 

[ForgotMuhName]

It’s tren paranoia/anxiety sides which usually can be combated with a few doses of Adex or Caber/Prami but they’ll keep returning. Many other drugs can produce results without needing to even use Tren dude. Do not be stupid and choose gear over a human being who you’ve not given us any reason to believe has truly done you wrong in any manner. Drop Tren and run cycles of Test + Winny + Var for basically the same results. Add low dose Deca if you’re a responder to the joint pain relief it provides in some users (Placebo or not, some people get this benefit) if the winny fucks your elbows/shoulders/knees up but it probably won’t. Top physiques and huge lifts are absolutely possible without Tren in any form so dump it and go with other compounds. You also probably need to have a serious talk with your S/O about this, not just forum bros, because we’re not in your relationship at all dude and she needs to be spoken to about how you’ve been feeling BUT PREFACE IT by making sure she understands it has been partially (or fully?) due to your cycle.

 

[Throwawayaccc]

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It’s tren paranoia/anxiety sides which usually can be combated with a few doses of Adex or Caber/Prami but they’ll keep returning. Many other drugs can produce results without needing to even use Tren dude. Do not be stupid and choose gear over a human being who you’ve not given us any reason to believe has truly done you wrong in any manner. Drop Tren and run cycles of Test + Winny + Var for basically the same results. Add low dose Deca if you’re a responder to the joint pain relief it provides in some users (Placebo or not, some people get this benefit) if the winny fucks your elbows/shoulders/knees up but it probably won’t. Top physiques and huge lifts are absolutely possible without Tren in any form so dump it and go with other compounds. You also probably need to have a serious talk with your S/O about this, not just forum bros, because we’re not in your relationship at all dude and she needs to be spoken to about how you’ve been feeling BUT PREFACE IT by making sure she understands it has been partially (or fully?) due to your cycle.

Thanks for the response. The first thing I did was speak to her about it and she’s been nothing but supportive about how I feel and knows this is a temporary emotional state of mine. I have already dropped Tren, mTren and I’m sticking to nothing but Test and Mast, no gains are worth the panic attacks I’m feeling

I’ve always chuckled at guys who experienced paranoia, panic attacks and depression on tren. Didn’t really think it could hit me since I’ve ran it for months and months in the past with no sides, but I guess my age is catching up to me and things hit me harder now than they once did. Tren slowly started giving me more sides the more times I ran it, same goes for winny, drol, SD and now mtren.

Test and mast al the way now

 

[Dexter]

My brother was kicked out of his house and almost got a divorce because of his tren use, turned him into an asshole.

Tren turns off empathy in some guys, it’s dumb if you want to keep your professional and personal relationships in good standing.

And you are using all that I use now, Test and Mast, that’s all my brother uses as well. Mast is probably the best AAS antidepressant there is, so hopefully DHT will help balance you.

Perhaps it is an older guy thing, me and my brother both being in our later 40’s, also people don’t put up with shit when you’re older, if you’re young they might be more tolerant if you’re acting off.