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Hello Everyone,
I am a new member and i’m happy to have found this community. Just give some background about myself. I am in my late 20’s, and have considered using peptides and anabolics for years but never pulled the trigger because frankly I knew jumping in without a complete understanding of what I was doing could lead to an irreversible fuck up. There has been few times where I have purchased test and literally through it away because i was too scared to pull the trigger. After a couple years of doing extensive research about literally everything I fully know what im getting into now. Information has been more readily available more than ever now.
I have always felt like I have low Test. Part of it was due to stress, minor drug use, sleep, and maybe some genetics. This notion that you can’t have a good body with low test is actually bull because I was in fairly good shape and could pick up women confidently. However, I still felt so off, emotionally, mentally, was lost, confused, sensitive, and very indecisive. I got my blood work done at 27 and it came back at Total T 270 ng. I knew this was partly because sleep, stress, occasional pain killers, masturbation addiction etc. I started listening to podcast like andrew huberman on sleep, addiction, testosterone, and changed my life a little and started using some of his suggested supplements. This changed my life. Know the science behind addiction and our lifestyle and behaviors really puts it into perspective on why so many man have low t at young ages. We drink heavy, stay up late on our screens, watch porn, smoke weed, and expect to have optimal hormones. However even with fixing a lot of these things and using sups I took two more test and my levels were at low 500’s. Not bad, but i still felt so off emotionally. I was a soft little bitch in a man’s body. Not soft in ways you might think, I am strong, confident( in ways), can stick up and fight for myself, don’t tolerate disrespect. but soft as in always indecisive, could never make decisions without asking advice from hella people, always depressed, restless, irritable and discontent, would be way to emotional with woman, just so much more. I decided to get on TRT out of pocket from a clinic and after a few months I can say I feel wayyyyyyyyyyy better.
I never wanted to get on Test only for fitness, honestly just to feel normal in a sense of mental health. Even before when i was buying underground I would tell friends who used that i wanted to do like 250-300 a week to reduce symptoms and my friends where like " dude wtf there is no point" and they were right. Come to find out after rearch what i really wanted in TRT. I know it’s possible to achieve optimal levels if i live a perfect lifestyle but going to 200’s to 800’s would take years. So i know what im getting into.
So here is where I need suggestions… I am thinking about stacking on my TRT LOL. In a few months that is. Essentially get on a low cycle and then go back on my trt protocol. I had a knee injury that i never really recovered from so one leg is noticeably weaker than the other and it’s hard to build strength on the weaker leg from occasional knee pain.
My TRT right now is 100mg every 3 days so 200mg a week total. I know this is high dose for trt and technically considered “sports trt” but if the clinic is going to give it fuck it I might as well reap the benefits. I am also on HCG 250 IU twice a week to remain fertile and keeping tesicals from atrophy. They say you have more mental clarity when on HCG with TRT due to lutinzing hormons you dont get when testicals are atrophy. Its expensive AF though. $250 for a 200mg 10ML bottle of Test C and $175 for HCG 5000IU. I know it’s super expensive but it is pharma grade so I know it’s the purest and I can travel with it.
Questions:
Hello Everyone,
I am a new member and i’m happy to have found this community. Just give some background about myself. I am in my late 20’s, and have considered using peptides and anabolics for years but never pulled the trigger because frankly I knew jumping in without a complete understanding of what I was doing could lead to an irreversible fuck up. There has been few times where I have purchased test and literally through it away because i was too scared to pull the trigger. After a couple years of doing extensive research about literally everything I fully know what im getting into now. Information has been more readily available more than ever now.
I have always felt like I have low Test. Part of it was due to stress, minor drug use, sleep, and maybe some genetics. This notion that you can’t have a good body with low test is actually bull because I was in fairly good shape and could pick up women confidently. However, I still felt so off, emotionally, mentally, was lost, confused, sensitive, and very indecisive. I got my blood work done at 27 and it came back at Total T 270 ng. I knew this was partly because sleep, stress, occasional pain killers, masturbation addiction etc. I started listening to podcast like andrew huberman on sleep, addiction, testosterone, and changed my life a little and started using some of his suggested supplements. This changed my life. Know the science behind addiction and our lifestyle and behaviors really puts it into perspective on why so many man have low t at young ages. We drink heavy, stay up late on our screens, watch porn, smoke weed, and expect to have optimal hormones. However even with fixing a lot of these things and using sups I took two more test and my levels were at low 500’s. Not bad, but i still felt so off emotionally. I was a soft little bitch in a man’s body. Not soft in ways you might think, I am strong, confident( in ways), can stick up and fight for myself, don’t tolerate disrespect. but soft as in always indecisive, could never make decisions without asking advice from hella people, always depressed, restless, irritable and discontent, would be way to emotional with woman, just so much more. I decided to get on TRT out of pocket from a clinic and after a few months I can say I feel wayyyyyyyyyyy better.
I never wanted to get on Test only for fitness, honestly just to feel normal in a sense of mental health. Even before when i was buying underground I would tell friends who used that i wanted to do like 250-300 a week to reduce symptoms and my friends where like " dude wtf there is no point" and they were right. Come to find out after rearch what i really wanted in TRT. I know it’s possible to achieve optimal levels if i live a perfect lifestyle but going to 200’s to 800’s would take years. So i know what im getting into.
So here is where I need suggestions… I am thinking about stacking on my TRT LOL. In a few months that is. Essentially get on a low cycle and then go back on my trt protocol. I had a knee injury that i never really recovered from so one leg is noticeably weaker than the other and it’s hard to build strength on the weaker leg from occasional knee pain.
My TRT right now is 100mg every 3 days so 200mg a week total. I know this is high dose for trt and technically considered “sports trt” but if the clinic is going to give it fuck it I might as well reap the benefits. I am also on HCG 250 IU twice a week to remain fertile and keeping tesicals from atrophy. They say you have more mental clarity when on HCG with TRT due to lutinzing hormons you dont get when testicals are atrophy. Its expensive AF though. $250 for a 200mg 10ML bottle of Test C and $175 for HCG 5000IU. I know it’s super expensive but it is pharma grade so I know it’s the purest and I can travel with it.
Questions:
- Who is more reputable: @Colonial-Labs, @Synergy-Forge, or @azteca . It seem like syn is the best but prices are higher. Is his prices due to quality compared to colonial? Is it that match worth it.
- Does this sound good for a rehab cycle?
250- 300 Test C a week, 100 NPP and maybe 100 primo stay lean and lean muscle gains.
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